Where is my decision?

Yes, I am thiking to quite the my office. I have never been to feel any satisfacions and any passions from my work. And I don't want to work until 60 years ago because I can't develop my skill at all etc. And I am 32 years old now. I am not young. I know that. I think it is a chance to study abroad. I don't want to regret about it for now. I talked with my important frineds and my family on this weekend. I will think about it for a little and I will plant to decide to it. Where is my answer?